TWENTY-TEN

Twenty-ten is gonna rock !!

somehow, i seem to have absolutely no doubt about it...
why..? bcoz it has been always like that from last so many years...
every year there is so much hype around the new year time that i start to feel that Yes!! This is the year which will rock !!
But..at half-time or so it bcums abundantly clear to me that it is indeed the same old trap..
i hope this year does not turn out the same way...

what is the base of my hope or optimism..??
well..what else can u do !!
No...seriously - my hope is based on the intrinsic change i feel in myself..
earlier it used to be like i want to see the world & its inhabitant change & may be then i will change..
why shud i change when infact it is them who need to change was the standard reasoning which i used to give..
but..this time it's different. i feel i need to change in every aspect & attribute of my life..to the extent that i shud feel that i am the change..a new begining of sorts.

This catapult in my thinking has brought a rare type of freedom along with it...
freedom to not to expect anything from the world & yet be happy..
freedom to be myself without making any compromises & yet not egoistic..
freedom to take a quantum leap into the unknown & yet not fearful...

Movie like 3 idiots at the fag end of 2009 have gave me a soothing relief & much needed motivation that i can choose to be an idiot..
Long Live Intelligence & Intellectuals !!
Long Live Success & Successfulls !!
Long Live Race & Racism !!

i am safe..